Why is it so hard to believe that people changed? I don't
even know why I am writing this but I just felt to. Isn’t it weird? One
person who have been with us and promised us that they going to love us till
the last breath changed and leave us. Isn't weird? The single boy or girl who
was so proud of their relationship status, who stayed alone for a long time and
enjoyed spending time with their friends and family broke down just for a
single person in their life...
Love. The foundation of everything and everything. Love is
the most powerful feeling in the life whereas in a dictionary it is define as
mass noun
1An intense feeling of deep affection.
Synonyms
1.1 A strong feeling of affection and sexual attraction
Synonyms
1.2 Affectionate greetings conveyed to someone on one's
behalf.
Synonyms
1.3 A formula for ending an affectionate letter.
and etc. Credit goes to Oxford dictionary and yeah it is
just the noun part. You may check in Oxford for verb, phrases and so on.
This all kind of definition for the word Love have another
meaning in my own dictionary. It's mine and don't get offended. It's the
Poison. I felt love is a slow poison that kills a man. Yeah it's the powerful
weapon that can melt down any giant in the entire universe.
The single boy or girl who got attacked by a Cupid with an
arrow -kinda cinematic right -I know but no harm will fall in love..! So once they fall in love. They will obviously find their
life looks better. The giant that never shared anything before will share everything
now. Starting from the food to his /her room. Yeah love is caring and sharing. Ignoring
the entire world next to them and only concentrates to one person. There is
nothing beyond them. Sometimes they might feel they are the only two creature
in the world and they will promise to each other like ‘Baby I will never leave
you until the end of my life. Love you so much. ‘My heart curse 'my foot'.
So as the lovey dovey couple believes in each other and will
live together. But how long..?
It's life man. Do you think you only going to be happy even if
you finds it boring? Eventually staying with same person is boring. You won't
find anything attractive after 6 months but some do.
So as times passes. The fight will begin, the fight will get
bigger and to the biggest. From the same person you will hear I hate you. You are
biggest mistake of my life. Wahh so he or she will reply last time I was your
life and now I am your biggest mistake in your life. So as I am the biggest mistake you can do
whatever you want. Two ego-ic person will decide to have a mutual break up. And
in some relationship, one will stay strong and say no and will make a move to
solve it.
And some will bring some other into their life. I don't want
to talk anything about the first option. Let's talk about the other two.
By saying no and decide to discuss half problem of the case
can be consider as solved case. I mean discuss not a second argument. If
argument goes on then the first type decision will come. If discussion takes
place then you can solve your problem.
So now the third one, bringing another person. Holy shit! This
option really creeps me out. Being replaced or thrown away. First it can be a
reason why your partner begins the fight, second the lifeless creature so
called your partner might bore with you. At last they don't feel you are their
cup of tea. I fall out from love and I fell in love with her or him. If I was
there, my reply will be like do I look like a pool for you? Fell and fall out.
No honey you are not pool but fool. End of his life..! Game over!
Whatever type you might be but everything hurts. Every
single thing. The after effect of love is bad. Trust me love is injurious to
health. Maybe one or two days you might feel okay or some might be analysing
their mistake and some might be having a good time. Living the life without the
person whom you lived with is unbelievable. Oh man! I can't even sleep without
my teddy bear. How to sleep without the person who was sleeping next to me.
As soon as possible you will begin to miss everything. You
will begin to think that you are worthless and you are nothing. Hallucinations
like you will find everything reminds you him or her. Even a piece of cake-'it’s
his favourite cake'. You may find suffocated to live without them. The fb and
insta post also might reminds him or her to you. I hate that memories option.
Do I ask you to remember?
Everything will happen. You will shut the door and cry, you
will cry in the shower, in the subway, inside your car, everywhere and anywhere.
And do you think you cry because of love?
No you are crying because you lost your companion. You are
crying because your heart doesn't want to believe that the person you love the
most have changed. Yes you were single before. You did everything on your own
but once someone entered your life, you begins to become dependent. You depend
on her to prepare food for you. You depend on him to picks and drop you from
work. So now everything changed.
You will miss those drive carefully text messages. You will
miss stay safe honey reminders. But deep down the same heart will whisper he is
no more, he have changed.. What changed him..? You will break into million
pieces.
And Brains will reply people change you monkey. Brain smarter
what.
Until you get this reply you won't be in peace. No matter
where you go, your ex love life will haunt you down. So accept the changes and
move on. There is better life out there. Cry if it makes you better but cry for
a day then tell to yourself that you are going to forget everything. Have a
good hairstyling or makeover session and Move on. Go Google on how to move on.
You will find tons of way.
Lastly, the most important thing is to fall in love once again
but this time fall in love with yourself first. When you poison yourself first,
others poison won't give you much defects as your antibody will develop and
protect you. LOL. You will heal and have a happier life The right one will come to you. Just wait! But Love is poison.
P.S: My heartiest congratulations to those who are being in
love for years. You guys are the best. Stay loyal to your partner and always be
like this. I love to see happy couples out there.
